5月/25日/23年 2:19 AM

I'm so scared. One day, I might stab myself in the head. It's almost happened. I'm so scared. I don't want to dissappoint him. I love him so much... I don't wanna die like that but I don't know. I don't know if I will. Please help. Please.

5月/26日/23年 3:48 AM

When he told me goodnight I told him what I usually do. I don't wanna keep him up. He's already up late enough as it is... But the truth is that I'm scared to be alone... I'm so scared. I don't want to be alone... I don't wanna wake up tommorow. He's gone now... I should just do what I usually do when he's not around... But I don't wanna leave my bed... I'm too pathetic to. It's dark. I'm scared.

7月/24日/23年 9:08 PM

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